Here i am yet again. Hurt by this woman in a manner that would kill some. Ever had your heart ripped out of your chest...? Well i have, who cares how many times! How was i ever able to forgive so much? How did i let this woman back in to do this again? I will never know.
I could holler from the pain...I keep it in. Not good. Everyone says they're proud...somehow i feel ok. This is one of those times you would wish for a brother or father to be there for you. Not fortunate enough for that luxury. Im glad i have my mother, my sister and my aunt fran. Jesse even...and the rest of my family. Im fortunate to have a family that really knows what it means to love. I cant wait for the pain to stop so i can enjoy the rest of my life with all these people i prefer to be around. Ill let you know when it subsides...
Monday, February 28, 2011
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