UGH... I need a vacation!!!

To say that staying home with three kids was a challenge would be the understatement of the century. We all know i've had my difficulties with this, but I am now aware it only gets harder as you go. Dont send the National Guard just yet...I'm actually capable of dealing with what I have to. I am growing tired...physically. My body feels drained at times and my mind cant do anything to influence it. I need a break. I would like nothing more than to spend Christmas with my sister, in NY, without my kids, but I think that could lead to a mental breakdown. So I stay. Tina will be visiting from IRAQ, whoo-friggin-whoo, but atleast she will be absorbing the brunt of the kids onslaught. I may take a drive while she's here. No destination, or maybe i'll think of one. Just get out of here. 24 or 48 hrs. That sounds so nice. Just escaping from this place which burdens me mentally to just be around. Thats it! This is my plan. Im going to escape, NO, run, and do something for myself. Theres the plan! Look out "fill in the blank", HERE I COME!